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Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh..
Sedih.. huhu.. got gastric since yesterday though I always ensure I eat my meal on time.. maybe it just because I am always craving for food.. like right now.. though I already had my breakfast, brunch & lunch, I still feel hungry.. read Basmalah already just I do not know why did I still starving.. huhu
Dahla yesterday Mr Ryo buat ayat sedey.. he asked me whether the conception process can happen out of ovulation period.. and I told him that the possibility is too low since the egg life is only about 24 hours.. and he said he cant wait to have babies.. I know he's really upset.. so do I.. but everything had been destined by Allah since we are in Luh Mahfuz.. all we can do is pray and put the best effort to it.. it still a very long way to go honey.. we are just married less than two month.. don't be too worry yea?? when there's a will there always be a way.. though I am afraid to put so much hope, but still I do hope that the red flag won't come this month and the UPT is positive.. just remember a useful sentence from other bloggers (I forgot her name) - hope for nothing and insyaAllah there will be something..
I pray to you Ya Allah, I hope our dream to have childs will become a reality in very soon.. You are the only God and to You we ask for help.. ameen..  

Wassalam Warahmatullah